lost lost...

I guess most of my friends know this is my last semester(hopefully)..i am taking 5 subjects this semester...i guess i am so tired and a lot of stuff for me to follow...lucky that i take chinese 1 for my 5th subject...but why is the exam ask me about PING YING...i hate it lots leh..i don even know how to do that...but what to do i still gotta do it...
this few weeks is really busy...i got no time to upload my blog, even i got no time to do many others stuff...but i know that i actually have to do all those stuff...for example i have accumulated my clothes about 3 weeks but i still haven wash...beside that i don even have the time clean my own house...but ACTUALLY I GUESS I AM TOO LAZY INSTEAD OF NO TIME...HAHA I AM JUST TRYING TO LET MYSELF FEEL GOOD...
beside that i do feel sick to one of my friend as well...he is really strange i guess..he seem like don like me to mix with others guy??but the problem is he is not my bf and he is just my friend...for example i bring one of my guy friend over night for one day cause he gotta teach me some stuff...but the problem is he don like it and he complain to me that it is not good cause my room got no door...your friend will see i sleep??but the problem is since he knows my friend is coming he can close the curtin down and the other thing is my friend didn go out of living room as well..he just stay in my room...what makes he don like it??

.沿海地带

歌手：弦子

空荡荡的月台
入秋微凉的海
微风把脚下的树叶都吹开
火车就要出发催促我快离开
我的心已超载
你不了解的爱
当失望逐渐将一切都掩埋
没想到害怕更真实存在

在沿海地带放逐我的爱
孤单也很精采
我相信我们都有该去的未来
不该在原地徘徊

我其实很明白
梦醒了就不在
只是还挣扎着不让他离开
紧紧抓着的也都是空白

在沿海地带我远远离开
要更自由自在
不要我的心随着大厅的钟摆停留在原地感慨

i really love this song a lots..maybe the music or maybe the sound of the singer or maybe because of the lyric..this song is like talking about some girls who know that there is problem among she and her bf but she still think that once they r together then everything is fine??do u really think together every problem can just cover it up by nothing...I don believe it, i always beleive if there is any problem why not solve it out instead keep it in the mind all the time..but this is how i think but once i face the same problem maybe i will just act like what nomal girl willdo??I don know but i just hope i dare to face all problem accour in my relationship...

everyone will u want to know ending for everything??

I am sorry that i am busy with my assignment and i have no time to mange my blog these few days...i guess everyone know this few weeks is assignment and mid term text peak session??haha most of the uni study busy with the assignment and don really have time to enjoy easter holiday in australia...
But i still decide to put a new post today cause i don want my blog to be so empty...
I am just kind of confuse now...will everyone wanna know ending for every single things??I used to wanna know everything...for example, i wanna know why is my friend not happy and what happen to the relationship stuff..but when i grow older and older..i start to realise that sometimes not everything is good to know what is going on...
when u know that the person cry bacause of financial problem, how many ppl will be willing to borrow some money to her or he..when u know something that u cannot help or cannot change the fact..will you still wanna know what is going on??
I think i rather don know too many stuff will be happier?maybe some ppl will think tht what i am doing now is just like trying to get away from facts but sometimes not to be too realistic and be more blur will be hapier i guess.. I know that i am blur all the time...sometimes i also don know why i am so blur..but i guess live blur is much more happy compare to those thinking how to count on others all the time...Those person who always count on person will think many way to get adventage from others but he will scare that others come over and take advantages from him...Why must we live in such a difficult life??why not everyone just be simple and don think of take advantage from others...