hong konh trip 1

this is the mrt's map in hong kong.. can clearly see where we wanna go....

this is the small hotel we stayed when we are in hong kong... Really small but i feel it is just enough for me.. cause i afraid of something when the hotel is too big

One of the lovely friend during we are in hong kong JOAN... She guide us to a lot od place and bring us to try lots of nice food..

Muahaha... this is the bus i took when i was in hong kong... LAM MAN LONG even there..

sleepy eyes... don really sleep well when fly to hong kong..

this is the first trip for me in 2009... the first pic is showing the beautiful sunset when i was in the flight..

three little piggy 三只小猪

During the mooncake festiver..there are plenty of restaurent and even cake shop selling mooncake and also something like mooncake biscult... i saw one organic restaurent selling the lotus paste biscult and it really look cute...with a piggy look and even have mounth and tail... but it really cost expensive.. RM 5 for one...even though it is expensive, i have bought 3 for each of the girls in office and also for kay kay..

lonely lonely birthday

My birthday is coming soon but i just don feel any happy or exciting feeling... maybe i have

been study in melbourne for 3 years and the past 3 years birthday i also celebrate there...

Actually each year i will celebrate my birthday in melburne..the reason i do so maybe i just don

wanna be lonely and i really scare of any surprice...not that i don want surprice just that i really

scare no one remember my birthday... since i worry of friends forgot of my birthday so i decide

to celebrate my birthday each year and ask friends come along..

This year, i didn organise any party for myself or anything...maybe i just don know who to tell

and who will be free to come for my birthday.. i really don feel like telling anyone my birthday is

coming soon but i just really scare no one will remember it...

Maybe most of my friends will say my bf will celebrate for me..and yes i know my bf do and

really care of my birthday. But i guess i am a bit too greedy i want my friend, family and bf care

of it..haha

I guess i really too scare of lonely and really need lots of friends to pamper me...haha maybe i

am just like a baby need friends and everyone surrounding me to pamper me... i know this is not

possible and sometimes i just too protective too..sometimes when someone really care of me i

will just too scare and worry... i will rather run away from that person...i also don know why...

Anyway... i will wish myself happy birthday... hope that i will have a happy birthday and

memorable night..

back from redang

Went to Redang with Yee Seng last few days for a vocation.. i really the scence there and the

sea just clear like a pure water... i rally like the feeling sitting beside the beach and let the water

come to me...hehe i will post those photo on my next post cause i just came back not even a day

and i need some times to clear my stuff and my photo as well...

new start

haha...

i have been stop writing blog for about a year.. the reason i stop maybe just because i am too lazy and i just cannot findany one who really reply my blog all the time..

but never mind... from today onward i will force myself to write something in my blog cause each time i log in to my own blog just feel very empty and useless...hehe so i gotta make my own blog be as beautiful and as more friends as yenny and others now..I guess all my jie mui wil support me right..haha

Iwill try to blog out whatever i think it is nice and memorable for me.. for example food and if there is any travel trip i went..muahaha.. ohhh... ya i plan to go Pulau Redang this year...hopefully it will be a beautiful and relax trip.. i really need sometimes for relax..hehe

what i really want...

After i have been study in Uni for so long...i really don believe that this is my final semester and i am succesfully graduate..
but but but...why am i not happy or excited... i know i should feel happy or etc but i just don feel anything..the first thing come to my mind is luckily i pass everything...but not like YEE PEE i AM GRADUATED...i don even have the feeling like i am graduated... Maybe i am too old or i really forgot how to be happy...
on the other hand, maybe i start to realise i got no more target in my mind... i always tell myself that i must graduated as soon as possible... and now i am graduated i only feel nothing...the only thing i know is i will gotta start study for my CPA and others...but do i really love this kind of life?? I don know... I am just too aimless...
Maybe i should say i am those ppl don know how to make decision by myself... All the friend who really know me well... will know this is my main problem. I don know what i really want and i will just follow what others want... I always tell myself i have to learn to make decision by myself but when come to reality...everything seem to be so hard... my best friends always scold me that why i never tell them what i really want and just follow what they want...but sometimes the problem is i don even know what i want...
Anyway since i am graguated i must learn to be more tough and speak out what i really want...i gotta learn to make decision..

把每一次戀愛都當成「最後一次」，才會懂得付出；
把每一天相處都當成「最後一天」，才能學會珍惜；
因為物以稀為貴，「珍惜」也是需要學習的。
生命不是用來尋找答案、也不是用來解決問題的，它是用來愉快過生活。
少說抱怨的話，多說寬容的話；抱怨帶來記恨，寬容乃是智慧。
少說諷刺的話，多說尊重的話；諷刺帶來記恨，尊重增加了解。
少說拒絕的話，多說關懷的話；拒絕形成對立，關懷獲得友誼。
少說命令的話，多說商量的話；命令只是接受，商量才是領導。
少說批評的話，多說鼓勵的話；批評只會破壞，鼓勵一定助人。
愛一個 人 ……
要了解，也要開解；
要道歉，也要道謝；
要認錯，也要改錯；
要體貼，也要體諒；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是寬容，而不是縱容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰問，而不是質問；
是傾訴，而不是控訴；
是難忘，而不是遺忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是為對 方默默祈求，而不是向對方諸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪費；
可以隨時牽手，但不要隨便分手；
以上的都做到了， 即使不再愛一個人， 也只有懷念，而不會懷恨。
【為什麼你總是不說......】 【為什麼妳不聽我說......】 【我一直在等你說......】 ～～～熟悉吧！～～～
這些話是否你也曾經說過、聽過。真心如果不說、誠意如果不聽，如何讓愛溝通？
愛就是要勇敢說出來讓她（他）聽到、才會讓她（他）動心。
忙的時候，想要休息； 渡假的時候，想到未來。
窮的時候，渴望富有； 生活安逸了，怕幸福不能長久。
該決定的時候，擔心結果不如預期； 看明白了，後悔當初沒有下定決心。
不屬於自己的，常常心存慾望； 握在手裡了，又懷念未擁有前的輕鬆。
「生命若不是現在，那是何時？」 如果坦白是一種傷害，我選擇謊言；
如果謊言也是種傷害，我選擇沉默。
道別時，總是無理的要求說～再等一分鐘！
掛電話前，總是無理的要求說～多說一分鐘！
很多東西就是靠著一分鐘一秒鐘的累積而深陷了。
If you love something very very much... Let it go free!!!... If it doesnt come back...It means it does not belong to you... If it does, Please love it forever!...
如果你很愛很愛某樣東西就讓他自由吧!
如果他不回來, 那表示他並不屬於你... v
如果他回來了, 要永遠愛他... 讓外表簡單一點
　內涵就會更豐富一點 讓需求簡單一點　
心靈就會更豐富一點 讓流程簡單一點　
質感就會更豐富一點 讓言語簡單一點　
溝通就會更豐富一點 讓學習簡單一點　
知識就會更豐富一點 讓私心簡單一點　
友情就會更豐富一點 讓挫折簡單一點　
經驗就會更豐富一點 讓情緒簡單一點　
人生就會更豐富一點 讓效率簡單一點　
成果就會更豐富一點 讓行銷簡單一點　
業績就會更豐富一點 讓環境簡單一點　
空間就會更豐富一點 讓愛情簡單一點　
幸福就會更豐富一點 自己的路，自己走；
天助不如自助！
遇困難時，人要懂得「心念轉、觀念轉」，不斷激發生命的潛能，才會有傲人傑出的成績。
「幸福」不是靠別人給的， 而是要認真抓住、用心選擇！
是否我沉默了 你才會重視我的存在？
是否我心碎了 你才會了解我的痛苦？
是否我絕望了 你才會明白我的痛心？
是否我離開了 你才會恍然你的心。
多用一點心，多注意一下別人的感覺，多觀察周遭人們的一切， 在適當的時候，表達自己的關心、同情， 這不僅僅是一種最高貴的品格， 也是一份令人愉悅的體貼，一份令人難忘的溫柔。
愛情就像是整瓶酒；
而幸福就像是整瓶酒的精華 它會一點一滴的沉澱在瓶底 成為整瓶酒最甜美的部分 若當你品酒時　
如果你只喝了一半，覺得苦澀想要放棄 那你將錯過的會是最美好的幸福；
若你肯堅持到最後　當你品嘗到幸福時 你會慶幸自己當初沒有放棄 或許曾不想說放棄，反而會一直喜歡，我會一直喜歡，喜歡一個人會願他不要受傷能快樂過每一天...

放棄一個人

你心中有這樣的一個人嗎？
你們可能相愛過，你們也可能喜歡著彼此，但是，為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起？
也許他為了朋友之間的義氣，不能追你。
也許為了顧及家人的意見 ，你們沒有在一起。
也許為了出國深造，他沒有要你等他。
也許你們相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。
也許你們相遇太晚，你們身邊已經有了另一個人。
也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。
也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線。
不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。
但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心。
即使不能跟他名正言順的牽著手逛街，你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友。
他有喜歡的人，你口頭上會幫他追，心裡卻不是很清楚，你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困難時，你會盡你所能的幫他，不會計較誰又欠了誰。
男女朋友吃醋了，你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友，但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定。
每個人這輩子，心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友，?
一開始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然發現這樣最好。
你寧願這樣關心他，總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。
你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。
特別是這樣，你還是知道，他永遠會關心你的。
做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢？
你(妳)心中的這個特別的朋友...? 是誰呢？很多的感情，都因為一廂情願，最後連朋友都當不成了，常常覺得惋惜，可惜一些本來很好的友情，最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你，如果你沒有反應，這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去，這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。
因為這就像是一場賭注，表白了之後不是成了男女朋友，要不就連朋友都當不成了。
有些事不是你能預料的，或許對方不在意，你們還可以是朋友，但卻已經不如從前的好。
也是可惜，也是遺憾！但還有沒有可能是另一種情況，你可能永遠都不甘心只是朋友！
想念一個人，需要衝動的感覺
思念一個人，需要深刻的烙印
接近一個人，需要滿懷的誠意
愛上一個人，需要十足的勇氣
放棄一個人，談何容易！！！

相愛、然後傷害

冷戰或吵架的時候，有些人會忿忿不平地投訴他們的情侶：「你怎麼這樣對我？即使朋友，對我也會謙和一些。」因為你不是我的朋友，所以我對你的期望更殷切，要求也更高；因為你不是我的朋友，我為你付出愈多，計較得也愈多；因為你不是我的朋友，你每一個動作、每一絲表情，在我眼中都有與別不同的涵義，令我所有的感覺細胞都敏脫地活動起來；因為你不是我的朋友，你輕聲問候或關照會讓我心旌搖曳，而你無意的疏忽卻也足以讓我失落，如同世界的棄兒。
我們願意對全世界每一個人謙和禮讓，嘴角掛著溫文的笑容，學習寬容，保持風度。可是，在情侶面前，我們有另一副面孔，我們變得斤斤計較、寸土必爭，因為我愛你，所以我計較。別人可以對我傲慢，你不能；別人可以對我冷漠，你不能；別人可以傷害我的情感，只有你不能。因為，你是殺傷力最大的那一個。別人無法影響我的情緒，別人無法左右我的判斷，別人無法讓我思緒陷入真空，別人無法真正傷害我，而你能夠。我們常常被我們愛的人傷害，同時，我們也傷害愛我們的那個人。
只有彼此相愛，才能互相傷害。相愛，然後傷害，似乎是愛情無法逃避的詛咒。
我們情願原諒一個敵人，卻不肯輕易原諒我們愛的那個人，因為他對我們的傷害最重，也最深。
有一些路，注定不能往回走。想永遠擁有朋友的話，最好不要相愛。

lost lost...

I guess most of my friends know this is my last semester(hopefully)..i am taking 5 subjects this semester...i guess i am so tired and a lot of stuff for me to follow...lucky that i take chinese 1 for my 5th subject...but why is the exam ask me about PING YING...i hate it lots leh..i don even know how to do that...but what to do i still gotta do it...
this few weeks is really busy...i got no time to upload my blog, even i got no time to do many others stuff...but i know that i actually have to do all those stuff...for example i have accumulated my clothes about 3 weeks but i still haven wash...beside that i don even have the time clean my own house...but ACTUALLY I GUESS I AM TOO LAZY INSTEAD OF NO TIME...HAHA I AM JUST TRYING TO LET MYSELF FEEL GOOD...
beside that i do feel sick to one of my friend as well...he is really strange i guess..he seem like don like me to mix with others guy??but the problem is he is not my bf and he is just my friend...for example i bring one of my guy friend over night for one day cause he gotta teach me some stuff...but the problem is he don like it and he complain to me that it is not good cause my room got no door...your friend will see i sleep??but the problem is since he knows my friend is coming he can close the curtin down and the other thing is my friend didn go out of living room as well..he just stay in my room...what makes he don like it??